A few minutes ago, after re-reading my e-mail and double checking that I had actually attached the document, I pressed the send button. The e-mail was to our adoption home study professional and the document was our completed questionnaire, totaling 50 pages. How do I feel? Relieved. Excited. Happy. Elated. Relaxed (at least a bit). Lighter. We are moving into the next phase of the adoption process, which will prove to be a challenge for me, no doubt: waiting. But that takes nothing away from this moment.